Sep 23, 2012

Managing Yaa-hoos!

Join us at the Sunway Education Expo!

Akasaa's talk on Social Innovations - The Never-Ending Saga: Of Time Banking, Spring Chickens & Strutting Sally's.

Be the first to get a copy of our book: Managing Yaa-hoos! True accounts of unscrupulous conduct & the 'nobodies' who change things. 

Malaysia's first book reviewed by London School of Economics, Amnesty International Malaysia, International Women's Rights Action Watch-Asia Pacific.

The Talk: Oct 7 10:30AM
The Booth: Oct 6 & 7 from 8am-5pm






Jun 27, 2012

The Mind Battle



Our mind can be tuned to block out pain,
To turn pain into strength,
But it could also be wired to exaggerate the pain. 
The mind makes or breaks you.

I was told by a teacher that I would be a tomboy at 12.
I've heard people laughing and poking fun at me for my size.
I've been told no guys would like me because I'm not attractive.
No one believed that I was just an unpolished jewel, eagerly waiting for the right time to shine.

But to me it doesn't matter. 
As long as I had the courage, faith and strength to carry on, 
No words can inflict harm if I do not allow it to hurt me.

I cannot even fathom how much I've learnt through Awake Minds. 
Maturity, confidence, and discipline to spirituality.
Learning is the easy part. Applying what you've learnt to life is the challenge.



I made a goal that after my exams, I would start jogging everyday to build my stamina and lose weight besides controlling my diet and watching what I eat because I've been eating unhealthy junk prior to exams.
The biggest part of losing weight is not about the diet or the exercise.
It ultimately boils down to how successful you are in controlling your mind. 
I have come to a realization that this is just a microcosm of life itself. 
Life is ultimately the battle of the mind, not if I am better than the person next to me.

If it was not for a senior's advice, I would had never kicked start my plan.
I told him how I would want to lose more weight by running but the weather has been a huge stumbling block (it's winter and it tends to rain almost everyday)

His solution for me was simple. 
"Rain or shine, just run"
His advice knocked me hard. 
It hit me that I was too busy making excuses, using talk but no actions to comfort my laziness.

I am pretty fond of excuses.
Excuses are like Valium or Prozac to the mind.
Only difference is its au naturale as compared to the synthetic drugs generating big bucks for pharmaceutical companies. 
Excuses are so poisonous and dangerous it becomes addictive and a habit that's so hard to break.


Now I clearly see the difference and reason between a winner and a loser. 
One puts words into actions, and the other actions into mere words.

May 29, 2012

Most Successful Women 2012 Award

Akasaa Founder & Director, Angela Yap, was one of 10 recipients of Jessica Malaysia's inaugural award for Most Successful Women 2012.

She joins the ranks of Datuk Ambiga Sreenevasan, co-chair of Bersih, and Datin Paduka Marina Mahathir, social activist and writer, who also received the honour this year.

Our congratulations to these women who've contributed to the building of a true Malaysian spirit!

Watch the video here on her acceptance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNi5lRPc798

Angela is featured here in May's issue of Jessica Malaysia:




 












May 1, 2012

Honour In Labour

Labour Day Parade in Toronto.
As we usher in Labour Day, I remember a time when Labour had great dignity attached to it.

Today, if you tell someone that you labour for a living, they'll take two steps back and then make a run for it. Why? Coz nobody wants to hang around with a chump who toils for a living... like Bangladeshi workers or Indonesian maids.

Everyone wants to snuggle up to success, to the man at the top of a ladder rather than the guy holding it.

But to labour doesn't mean being a Labourer or from the lower classes. In fact, anyone whose focus is to put in an honest day's work every day, Labours for his/her profession.

The world has changed drastically.

Most of the developed world no longer "makes" anything. America has downsized Detroit, the UK no longer manages it's customer service and Europeans no longer manage their own books.

But all great countries, were built on hard labour. Forefathers who believed in dignity, from doing it on your own rather than at someone else's expense for cheap. From smelters to tappers, miners to carpenters, medical officers to administrators... everything we have today is built on the legacy of someone else's sweat and toil.

There's a lot of pride that comes from having to do something on your own. From getting your hands dirty. From remembering what it feels to get a fair wage for the job.

For instance, the going rate for getting your car washed in the city is $10. And no one gets their car washed on a cloudy day so it's obvious the sun is shining and the car washers toil under the heat. After watching the boys working and sweating to clean the car, I used to give them $12. Because it's an honest day's job.

Some people are appalled. I've been told off for 'spoiling the market'. But everyone's got their pet splurge. Mine isn't beer.  

If you check your insurance policy, the investment linked fund you bought 4 years ago is worth very little today. In fact, if you sold it, you'd be bearing a loss.

The customer service agent is always gonna tell you to hold on because it's a good policy. On what grounds? Ummmm... She can't quite tell. That's the prepared speech they trained them to spout whenever anyone considers surrendering their policy. Don't question - just say it. Even if it's not true. So is that an honest day's work? No, it's not.

When someone offered his services as a consultant to a fellow entrepreneur to raise funds for a project, this self appointed consultant tells him, "You're naive to think you'll be seeing actual cash in your bank account. In my experience, they usually never pay up."

Which speaks volumes about the capacity of the consultant and his style of advising potential clients. Why would I need to hire anyone who's expecting to bring zero into my account?

There was a time when managing another persons' affairs was a position of trust, not a philosophy lesson. If you can't deliver the goods, leave it to the next person who can. Don't try to convince the other that they're naive in believing that they will be paid what's owed. That's not consulting, that's your own personal agenda shining through. Needless to say, not an honest day's work.

Respecting people's time is another. Too often, the little SMEs that hold immense knowledge obtained through hard work and toil... are violated. Big boys that ask them to pitch for jobs just to hear the idea and then pass the job on to their friends. Or private phone calls from officials who openly ask to 'pick your brains' and request access to your presentations and research materials.

That's not an honest day's work because it disrespects the person who took the time and effort to perfect their work into an art form.

So what IS an honest days work?

It's giving it everything you've got, no matter the outcome. Whether you're working for someone or running your own outfit. Cleaning the toilet or balancing the books. You owe it to no one else but yourself.

It's in being judicious and objective when executing your office. Dropping your Ego, Prejudices, Special Interests at the door. Otherwise, you can only see what you want to see, not what IS.

By referring to the past to make a decision in the present... that's not honest, wise or even a real decision. It's a reaction. And in reaction, there is no creativity, there's nothing new, no blossoming of understanding.

An honest days work is having the courage to tell the Truth... to our opponents as well as our friends. All relationships are secondary when one understands how dire it is to speak the Truth - and how many family and friends you will lose along the way. But being unpopular and without friends never hurt anybody. You get more time to tend to your inner garden.

It's also living up to your word. That if you'll make that call, or finish that piece of work... you will. But if you're not planning to... have the courage to say that too. But don't evade, avoid or change the subject. You may dodge the bullet. Whether you can hold your head up is another matter.

An honest day's work is apologising when you've made a mistake... and withholding an apology when you haven't. To say you're sorry when you aren't... belittles everyone. Time will sort that out. The real ones will stay. Others will never stay too long.

That's how the gravy train works. Chooooo-choooooo! On to the next fad! While the true Labour on...

Apr 26, 2012

Inspiration: How Value-Added Teachers Change The Face of Education

To all great Educators out there - past and present - who've changed lives by giving students something money can never buy... HOPE.

Here's the Columbia Uni study covering 18 million in statistical tracking over 20 years, proving how value-added teachers (those who give more than just knowledge and whose students show greater improvement than others in the curve) can significantly change the outcome in the lives of young people - their income, social status, occupation.

Click here: Columbia's 20-year study on Value-Added Education

Here's an excerpt from the Financial Times and their write-up on the study:


"The notion that a teacher can make a difference in an individual’s life is a familiar one, but now academics have discovered that the impact a good teacher can have goes much further than first realised.

According to professors from Columbia Business School and Harvard University a good teacher can affect students’ entire lives, from where they live, to how much they earn and even the age at which they have children."


Feb 6, 2012

Holding On Inside - Fear?

A question is posed:
Osho,
These days here with you are certainly the most beautiful. Doing nothing, so much time to sit silently in the garden, in my room, and watch the trees dancing in the wind, sparkling in the sun. So much beauty.

My mind is finally getting used to the idea of being turned off. I am so peaceful, so happy. Now, today, again going inside on this path of silence, with thoughts drifting away and emptiness surrounding me, I am aware of a tension inside me as if I am holding on to something.
Osho, what am I holding on to, and how do I let go?
It is not difficult to find out what you are holding on to, what your subtle tension is inside. You are feeling peaceful, you are feeling silent, you are feeling blissful as you have never felt. Hence, side by side, a fear must be lurking inside that soon you will be going from here and will this peace, this silence, this blissfulness remain a part of you? Or the moment you are away from me, will it disappear? This fear is not only within you, it is in every disciple’s mind, that when you are here it is one thing and when you go back to the marketplace, into the world, you will find it more miserable, more saddening than before because now you have something to compare it with.
Have you seen…? By the side of the road you are standing in darkness, and a car passes with its headlights on. The darkness disappears for a moment. The car has gone, but strangely enough after the car has gone the darkness is greater than it was before the car had come. You have seen the light; now there is a comparison.
This fear is natural. Only one thing can be done about it, and that is not to repress it but let it surface. You are repressing; that’s why you are not finding what it is that is troubling you somewhere inside. Allow it to surface. Experience that fear also. Accept the fear, and accept the challenge of the fear. Tell your mind, “It does not matter where I am. Whatever I have experienced, it is my experience and I can create it again.” It may have been triggered in my presence, but it is not my experience, it is your experience. Let it be deeply settled in you that it is your experience, it has nothing to do with me. I may have been a catalytic agent, but the experience is yours. And now, once it has happened, you can create it again anywhere in the world. Maybe in the beginning you will find it a little difficult, because you have become accustomed, and associated it with my presence. But it is not dependent on my presence.
It is just as if you light a candle with another candle – but once the candle is lit, it has its own flame. Perhaps in the beginning it needed to be close enough to another flame, but once it catches the flame, it has its own; it is no longer dependent. And when you go away, you will experience what I am saying – but give it a chance. Don’t decide that “Now it cannot happen because the master is not here.”
The master was needed to make you aware that it is something within you. Now you have seen it. Close your eyes anywhere, and you can recreate the silence, the beauty, the bliss. You can even recreate the presence of the master – that is the most difficult part, but not impossible. It depends on how intense is your love, how deep is your trust.


But no need to try it; first try those things which you can create within yourself. And once you have created all those things then you can try the tremendously beautiful experiment of creating the presence of the master.


So don’t be worried; just bring your fear to the surface. And it is not only in you; it is in everyone. It is something in the nature of things. So don’t give it too much importance either; just accept it as a natural phenomenon which will disappear by your little experiments away from me.


I guarantee it will disappear, because I have guaranteed it to thousands of my sannyasins and it has disappeared from their lives. There is no reason why it should not disappear from your life. The principles are the same; there are no exceptions.


Jan 21, 2012

Adults say the darnedest things

As fresh faced kids, we all listened intently to the adults in our life who told us what we were meant to be when we got bigger, older and wiser.
The first ambition I ever had was to be Spider-man. I had no idea how genetically modified spider bites worked, or how to get a genetically modified spider, for that matter. Still, it was Spider-man I wanted to be, and I was not going to settle for anything less. As I voiced out my opinions, I was constantly told that Spider-man never existed, and he was just a figment of an old man's imagination. Granted, that old man was Stan Lee, but the fact remained that Peter Parker was no more real than the Boogeyman under my bed. So with my head bowed, I finally accepted that I would neither swing from sky scrapers, fight the Green Goblin, nor marry Mary Jane Watson.

As I grew a little older, I wanted to be a mad scientist. Not just any scientist, but a mad one; complete with the crazy hairdo and the beer bottle glasses. As you can imagine, that idea too did not sit too well with the folks. "How are you going to make money", they said. Being a kid of 8 or 9, it never bothered me that someday I would be expected to support a household, or hold what the community and society believed to be a "respectable job". I was never a poor student in school, and most relatives I encountered would make comments on how I would make a great doctor or engineer someday. Why doctor? What's wrong with being a mad scientist, I would ask. The answer was always the same. Son, it's just not done.

And so as I grew into a teenager, I became wiser, and started targeting a 'real ambition'.

Yet, two years after deciding on a profession, I think of all the past ambitions I have had, and ask myself this. Did I actually get any wiser, or was I cowed into accepting the limits society imposed on  me? Guys, you can be whatever you set your mind to be. If I want to be Spider-man, then damn it, I will be Spider-man. Who is to say what is a respectable ambition, and what is not? The thing about potential is that once you doubt its existence, you automatically impose an extremely unforgiving barrier upon yourself, a barrier that unless broken will haunt your every effort at excellence. The effect of this barrier is like the "brick wall" long distance runners face. At a given point in their run, the runner feels the sudden urge to stop, and at that exact instant, it seems almost impossible to go on, and that the best choice would be to quit the race. However, once the barrier is overcome, the runner becomes extremely invigorated, pushing at their boundaries, and astonishing both themselves, and the crowd with their burst of excellence.

Who is to say we cannot do the same? I'll be bold here and say this. I will be whatever the hell I choose to be, regardless of what society expects of me, and honestly, you should too. Enough of being told what we can and can not do. Enough of having our limits imposed and set upon us. Enough of having our endless potential wasted by years of culling. We are all born with unique hues, yet sadly as we grow, we fade into the same shades of grey as the rest of the crowd. I say, stand out! Chase your dreams, however outlandish they may be. Try your hand at whatever it is you want to do, and if you fail, well at least you tried. Nobody won any awards for dreaming. Leave the dreaming to the dreamers and those who missed their boat. We are the youth of the nation, and we will do. 


Go ahead. Chase your dreams. I dare you. I dare us.

So long for now. I'm gonna go look for a radioactive spider.

Jan 19, 2012

Media Censorship

[- Post has been removed by SOPA -]




Freedom of speech and expression is everything. Do not let anyone take that away from us.
We are the youth of the nation, and we shall be heard.

Say no to SOPA and PIPA.

Jan 14, 2012

Would you believe me if I tell you...

What would you do if one day you realize that everything you've read, every idea that you have was never really yours? What would you do if you realize that your quickest and most reliable source of information about the world, and even about your friends have been filtered out only to fit your view about the world, not about how the world actually is? Would you believe me if I tell you that the internet may be turning you into a bigot? That your favorite social networking sites or search engines are only showing you what you want to see, not what you need to see?

Only you have the answers to this question. My main concern is, if you so willingly believe anything I tell you, then yes, I am very concerned. However, if you took the time to be critical, to analyze every information, every idea, to try and see every possible point of view on one particular issue, then I have no doubt that you'll be able to see the world as it is, not for what you think it is, or in other words, what the internet or the media wants you to think.

The problem with blindly believing every piece of information, especially one that has been accustomed to your view, one that does not challenge your view in any way is that it makes you prone to becoming ignorant, self-centered, dogmatic, and unaccepting of other peoples views or values. Is there any wonder then why people spend more time believing in or creating mindless gossip, arguing, defaming the other person instead of being more productive, exchanging great ideas and actually running the country? *ehem*slight reference to Malaysian politics and society*ehem*

I was inspired to write this post upon watching a video of Eli Pariser, a political and internet activist, talking about The Filter Bubble. As the internet is becoming an important source of information and connection to the rest of the world, I believe that every thinking person who is using the internet should watch this video. Please click HERE. (It's a link to a video from youtube, I'm not blogger-savvy enough to figure out how to share the video here.)

For more information about what exactly is The Filter Bubble. Click HERE.

Awake your Mind, DISCOVER the TRUTH.

Jan 11, 2012

Truth Is

We know discrimination by gender, sexual orientation, religion, race or disability is wrong,

Truth is that society
by acknowledging their differences and the need to treat them as equals, are already judging.

We ultimately realize that happiness is the reason for living,

Truth is that society
is ever ready to pop our happy bubble.

We learn that the only right we have is over our virtues and principles we hold in life,

Truth is that society
molds you to compromise your principles in exchange for a superior position on the superficial social ladder. 

We know failure in the quest for excellence would be inevitable


Truth is that society
tells us there is no such thing as perfection and only blaming others would make you feel better.

Yet, the very truth is that there's no truth.
Society's truth is not your truth.
My truth may not be your truth.

In the end, it is how we untangle and break free from the group mind that sets us apart. 
We are fully absorbed in the concept of following the majority that we are so afraid to stand for our truth. 
Why are we defending someone else's truth instead of our own?
What is keeping you and me back?

We keep telling our children to 'think out of the box' then we impose restrictions on them, forcing their retreat.
When a child questions an older figure, why is it seen as offensive if the question has a solid base?
Whoever said that age was the barometer of the quantity of respect awarded?

Professor Ha Joon Chang gave me one of the best advice that's so simple, yet often forgotten that I actually learnt through Awake Minds.

Do not fear. Dare to challenge the authority.
But of course, challenge authority with intelligence, not ego or pride.

Oct 28, 2011

Para-Para Paradise


Paradise.
Funny that I still remember how I learnt this word.
I was six, eager to learn, excited to explore the world.
I had a kindergarden friend (her name rhymes with Petronas but I can't recall exactly), she told me how she had spent the weekend in Paradise Sandy Resort with her family. She told me how fun and beautiful Paradise Resort was.

I didn't care about sandy or resort, I just remembered Paradise, so I went home to ask my mother..
'Ma, where is Paradise?'

Her reply didn't satisfy me. She said she does not know where exactly paradise was, that it might be a place that does not exist here. Still unsatisfied, I went to my grandfather, demanding to know where Paradise was. Being a staunch Christian, he told me that its a place he will find Jesus and God waiting for him. Its where people loved by God would be, after they die.

I never understood why my grandfather loved to tell me about death and dying. He always reminded me, how we should not be afraid of dying, because there's a better place called paradise after death. I never gave much thought as a six year old back then. When he passed away, I went into his bedroom to look at his still body. I did not know how to handle a death in a family, but I guess my grandfather prepared me well. I knew my grandfather was happy in paradise and I should be happy for him. That's how I learnt one of the meanings of paradise. I finally found out where Paradise Sandy Resort was when I grew up :D

Where's paradise?
Is it above the fluffy blue clouds?
Or is it under the shades of the lush green trees?
Does it also appear when i'm in doubt?
Or only when I set my mind wild and free?

Where's paradise?
It might be just like what my grandpa used to tell me,
A place where he will be happy for eternity.
Will I lose sight of paradise?
If along the path I strayed aimlessly?


Where's paradise?

Oct 27, 2011

Akasaa Nominated for Great Women of Our Time Award


Reproduced from the Malaysian women's weekly blog.

MONDAY, OCTOBER 24, 2011

CATEGORY: Finance & Commerce

To vote via SMS for Akasaa: 
Send to 32733. Type MWW<space>GWOT<space>NAME<space>NRIC<space>08<space>EMAIL

Angela Yap, 30, Founder & Director, Akasaa 

When her former employer encountered financial difficulties and stopped paying her salary for eight months, she saw how even the most heavily regulated system was not foolproof against unethical practises.

“I saw how human greed could ruin lives, but felt that business still held that great potential to change lives.”

Combining her experience and knowledge as a corporate strategist, she set up Akasaa, a publications, communications and consulting specialist that does business with a difference – it helps companies execute business strategies with a conscience.

“I wanted Akasaa to become the change I wish to see in global business - by managing finances well, putting people before profits and to create strategies that will always be a force for good,” she explains.

Her social consciousness had an early start. Upon graduation, Angela worked with the United Nations Development Programme-TUGI, a regional programme dedicated to pursuing urban governance issues in South & Southeast Asia. At age 22, she became the youngest elected Board of Governor to Amnesty International in Malaysia.

In a short duration of three years, Akasaa has witnessed encouraging results, chalking up big names like Sunway, Astro and Public Mutual as clients. She has also contributed her knowledge to a diverse range of social, historical and economic issues by co-authoring or editing the critically acclaimed books like Answering is an Art, which has been praised by the Western Australian education council as an innovative approach to teaching business issues; Cities, Citizens & Civilizations: FAQ on Good Urban Governance for the United Nations Development Programmes (2004); Be Aware of Yourself C.C.C. (2009).

But like the breed of social entrepreneurs who go against the tide of "business as usual", Angela also likes to highlight lessons we can learn from the ordinary. Expressing her admiration for a popular burger seller, she writes in an editorial, “More than just a great meal, I'd just gained insight into a small business that chose to put people ahead of profits, a focus that many forgo.”

While social entrepreneurship is still a relatively new business model in Malaysia, pay-it-forward moments like this keep Angela motivated:

“After a motivational workshop I ran a session for refugees to help them overcome depression, a participant said the technique had worked so well for her that she taught other women. I'll never forget how that moment because it didn't hit me until then the immensity of what our work meant to others.”

“Every letter, card and thank you note sits on my shelf to remind me that Akasaa doesn't need to be a giant like Coca-Cola. We just need to do great work, with great sincerity and keep the courage to think different.”

“Everyone can choose to stand up and make a difference - to radically change humanity by using our knowledge the right way.”

Oct 11, 2011

Death & Depression: Stand up and speak!

As depression and suicide rates increase around the world, it's time we all reflect on life and ask: Is my life meaningful? Do I want this? and if it's not, what do I really want?

This New York Times piece talks about suicide in North Korea, but it's really reflective of all that's happening around the world as we all become more affluent, and life gets more meaningless for many.

By the way, national suicide rates in Malaysia and for many Asian countries are hush-hush and kept under lock and key. Research methodologies are private and very few article address this deeply disturbing trend among us.

Suicide is one... but what about the number people who are depressed and don't have an outlet to talk to? What about other suicidal tendencies... self-mutilation, alcoholism, drug abuse.

When will we all grow up enough to be able to talk about this? Or are we waiting for it to happen to someone we know before we look life in the face and have the courage to address the ugly and work to turn things around.

Let's stop sweeping things under the carpet and start addressing things to make a change.

Read this NYT article: Stressed & Depressed, Koreans Avoid Therapy

Oct 6, 2011

You've got 15 SECONDS to make them HAPPY!!

For Sandy Greenawalt, this is her purpose every day as she wakes and goes for work as a toll collector.

I've heard about this HAPPY woman as i was watching another episode of Oprah Winfrey's farewell season show. She was interviewing "Happy People" with Goldie Hawn co-hosting. As an avid Oprah Winfrey show fan, she played a huge part in forming the person that I am today as I watch her interview countless inspirational individuals. (between you and me, and anyone who will read this, i cried like a newborn baby when her talk show ended.)

Today, I was inspired by a woman who collects tolls.

Here is an excerpt taken from Pennlive :

Winfrey marveled at Greenawalt’s ability to enjoy a job many might find dull and thankless.

“She said the worst job must be in a toll booth. She asked if I like coming to work,” the 56-year-old Greenawalt said.

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Over a live Internet telephone/video connection — Skype — she told Oprah she loves it. Brief chats with drivers are sprinkled with endearments. Everyone is sweetie, or hon or darlin’. She makes change while singing to Beach Boys and other '50s and '60s tunes on the radio. She wears costumes on holidays. Regular commuters share good news and pictures of their children.

On a recent frigid day, Greenawalt revealed her celebrated charm. “You be careful out there now, OK?” she said to a driver.

She asked others about road conditions, their work day and health. “Out there in the lanes is where the fun is,” Greenawalt said. “I love people. I really do. You have 15 seconds to make them smile and 99 percent of them will smile.”

Some cherish her simple courtesies. A woman whose car hit a deer along the highway parked at the interchange, stepped out and wrung her hands in distress. Greenawalt consoled her. The next day, a lush poinsettia plant came with a note of gratitude."

Upon hearing about her, I can't help but smile. Her happiness is contagious and it made me realized that the power of happiness lies in our own hands. Happiness is LEARNED, therefore we can CHOOSE happiness. Greenawalt was taught Happiness by her mother, and she chose to live Happy.

If a toll collector all the way from Pennsylvania can make me smile in 15 seconds, then I know i can do the same for those around me. If everyone feels the same way, then the world would be a happier and better place wouldn't it?


We've Lost A Legend

 Woke up to the saddest news today - the world has lost a legend.

Steve Jobs is dead.

He defined the defiant spirit of a rebellious generation and typified the best of what it meant to be an intellectual rebel. Just spoke about him yesterday and he leaves an emptiness in the world of being a truthful individual, caring about consumers getting a good deal and making life beautifully seamless in technology.

Deeply influenced by indian spiritualism in his early days, he was a practitioner of the path who never said what was popular or politically correct, was deeply driven by a need to be honest in all aspects of work and changing the world. He's done more than any other thinker in the way we perceive and relate to technology.

http://www.tech24hours.com/2011/08/kainchi-ashram-in-nainital-uttarakhand.html

Some time for mourning for a great soul.



http://www.nytimes.com/2011/10/06/business/steve-jobs-of-apple-dies-at-56.html?pagewanted=2&_r=1&hp

Oct 4, 2011

Who Are We?

In an ever-expanding Universe... who are we?

How we live in our comfort zone thinking and believing that we are important, that we make a difference, that our lives have a meaning. Yet when stacked up against an ever-expanding infinity - we're not even a speck in time and space.

This can only be seen in two ways:

#1 Nothing matters, so why bother?

#2 Nothing matters, so what do we have to lose?

I've always been in the let's-go-for-broke camp :)


Am reposting the article that triggered off this rambling... from the New York Times who took this off the wires:


Studies of Universe's Expansion Win Physics Nobel




STOCKHOLM (AP) — Three U.S.-born scientists won the Nobel Prizein physics on Tuesday for overturning a fundamental assumption in their field by showing that the expansion of the universe is constantly accelerating.
Their discovery created a new portrait of the eventual fate of the universe: a place of super-low temperatures and black skies unbroken by the light of galaxies moving away from each other at incredible speed.
Physicists had assumed for decades that the expansion of the universe was getting ever-slower, meaning that in billions of years it would resemble today's universe in many important ways.
Then, working in separate research teams during the 1990s, Saul Perlmutter, Brian Schmidt and Adam Riess found that the light from more than 50 distant exploding stars was far weaker than they expected, meaning that galaxies had to be racing away from each other at increasing speed.
The acceleration is driven by what scientists call dark energy, a cosmic force that is one of the great mysteries of the universe.
The Nobel-winning discovery implies instead that the universe will get increasingly colder as matter spreads across ever-vaster distances in space, said Lars Bergstrom, secretary of the Nobel physics committee.
He said galaxies that are 3 million light years away from Earth move at a speed of around 44 miles per second (70 kilometers per second). Galaxies that are 6 million light years away move twice as fast.
The research implies that billions of years from now, the universe will become "a very, very large, but very cold and lonely place," said Charles Blue, spokesman for the American Institute of Physics.
In contrast to the big bang, that fate has been called the "big rip" to indicate how galaxies would be torn apart, he said.
Galaxies will be flying away so quickly that their light could not travel across the universe to distant observers as it does today, making the sky appear black, he said.
"For almost a century the universe has been known to be expanding as a consequence of the Big Bang about 14 billion years ago," the citation said. "However the discovery that this expansion is accelerating is astounding. If the expansion will continue to speed up the universe will end in ice."
The Royal Swedish Academy of Sciences said Perlmutter would receive half of the 10 million kronor ($1.5 million) award, with Riess and Schmidt, a U.S.-born Australian, splitting the other half.
Perlmutter, 52, heads the Supernova Cosmology Project at the Lawrence Berkeley National Laboratory and University of California, Berkeley.
Schmidt, 44, is the head of the High-z Supernova Search Team at the Australian National University in Weston Creek, Australia.
Riess, 41, is an astronomy professor at Johns Hopkins University and Space Telescope Science Institute in Baltimore, Maryland.
Schmidt said he was just sitting down to have dinner with his family in Canberra, Australia, when the phone call came from the academy.
"I was somewhat suspicious when the Swedish voice came on," Schmidt told The Associated Press. "My knees sort of went weak and I had to walk around and sort my senses out."
Riess said his "jaw dropped" when he received an early-morning call at his home in Baltimore from a bunch of Swedish men and realized "it wasn't Ikea," the Swedish furniture retailer. "I'm dazed," he told AP.
The discovery was "the biggest shakeup in physics, in my opinion, in the last 30 years," said Phillip Schewe, a physicist and spokesman at the Joint Quantum Institute, which is operated by the University of Maryland and the federal government.
"I remember everyone thinking at the time (that) there was some mistake," Schewe said. But there was no mistake, and in fact the basic finding was confirmed later by other measurements. For example, other scientists found evidence for it when they analyzed the microwave radiation left over from the big bang that still bathes the universe, he said.
Perlmutter told AP his team made the discovery in steps, analyzing the data and assuming it was wrong.
"And after months, you finally believe it," he said. "It's not quite a surprise anymore. I tell people it's the longest "aha!" experience that you've ever had."
Fred Dylla, executive director of the American Institute of Physics, said the prize confirmed an idea from Albert Einstein, called the cosmological constant, that Einstein inserted in his general theory of relativity, a cornerstone of modern physics.
Einstein later repudiated that idea as his "biggest blunder," but it did lead to a lot of theoretical and experimental studies, Dylla said.
The physics prize was the second Nobel to be announced this year. On Monday the medicine prize went to American Bruce Beutler and French scientist Jules Hoffmann who shared it with Canadian-born Ralph Steinman for their discoveries about the immune system. Steinman died three days before the announcement but since his death was not known to the committee, they decided he should keep the Nobel. Since 1974, Nobels have been awarded only to living scientists.
The Nobel Prizes were established in the will of Swedish industrialist Alfred Nobel, and have been handed out since 1901.
Last year's physics award went to Russian-born scientists Andre Geim and Konstantin Novoselov for groundbreaking experiments with graphene, the strongest and thinnest material known to mankind.
The prizes are handed out every year on Dec. 10, on the anniversary of Nobel's death in 1896.
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Malin Rising in Stockholm, Malcolm Ritter in New York, Kristen Gelineau in Sydney, Jessica Gresko in Washington and Greg Moore in Phoenix, Arizona, contributed.

Sep 21, 2011

Malaysia Boleh! Malaysia Cane!

Rattan. Leather. Plastic.

You name it, my bottom has tasted it.
And if you asked which one I liked most, I would probably crown the rattan cane as my favourite..
(Leather belts or plastic pipes are literally a pain in the a**..)

The cane was a revered symbol in my household. 
Whoever who had a cane in his or her hand was seen as empowered and the center of authority.
I never had the chance to touch or hold the cane ( I was always the one on the receiving end ) maybe cause my parents kept in hidden away on top of a five feet refrigerator..

I wished secretly that I would take that cane and break it into two..One day...*evil laugh*

Writing this post brings back nostalgic memories..
I was always caned as a child. Its either I broke a porcelain figure, a cup, did not clean up my room, talked back to my parents or fought with my sister. 

I was caned up until I was 12 years old. Now you would think I was a really bad child because my mother resorted to caning even until I had hit puberty..The fact is that she knew she could not hit me with her bare hands because she revealed that her hands were in agonizing pain after hitting my butt that my dad had to apply ointment later after the smacking. I'm sorry that I was a fat kid. Fat kids have their advantage too!

The chances are when I look back, I was never that rebellious rude child going around kicking cats, dogs and cows..I was a studious kid who was polite to my teachers with good behaviour in school..So why the caning? Just because it inflicts pain, a child associates the pain with the mistake he or she had done? But again, would I be the way I am today if my mum has not disciplined me the way she did when I was younger? Would I be a spoilt brat or would I turn out better without the caning? 

Which actually brings me to what I just read today..There's an issue of the refugee swap between Australia and Malaysia that brought me to this article: Gruesome Punishment In Malaysia

Caning is rather a norm in Malaysia. We read about it, we hear about it, but I've never seen someone being caned by the police. After watching the video, I was petrified and disgusted at the practice. The wounds on the man's buttocks?! I believe criminals (murder and rape specifically) deserve to be caned but imposing caning on refugees? That's just way overboard! The fundamental human rights; dignity and worth is snatched away simply because of the inability to produce proper papers. Now where is the justice?

You may question me of my double standards where murder and rape convicts deserve to be caned. I believe that if you take away the dignity and worth of another person, then your rights to claim your self worth is automatically void. 

Yes, I believe that the article tries to invoke outrage and criticism towards our country's method of punishment and it is biased at times but ladies and gentlemen, it is the true reality of our homeland. The article highlights Malaysia's issues with corruption and violation of human rights. 

The sad thing is that the true perpetrators are those holding the cane instead of the ones at the receiving end.
How often do you hear normal citizens like you and me harassing a refugee?  
Now how often do you hear the authorities betraying the trust of vulnerable people instead of safeguarding their rights?

Sep 6, 2011

Does your company look like this?



When top level guys look down, they see only shit heads.

When bottom level guys look up, they see only ass holes.

Note: Thanks to Ruma for this forward... and to its creator - postmodern yet classic :p

Sep 3, 2011

Unwrapping the 'God Particle' by Christmas?

When the Large Hadron Collider went live several years back, they said that its data would be enough to keep physicists involved in research for the next 50 years.

Looks like Christmas came early then.

Professor Guido Tonelli announced that their first set of data for the public could come as early as Christmas this year.

Unlocking the mysteries of the Universe... what could this possibly hold for mankind? Wave manipulation, scalar technology, the theory to debunk supergravity or string theory... or just a deeper 'hole' within the black hole?

Like children round the ol' tree, we eagerly await....

http://www.theatlanticwire.com/technology/2011/09/we-want-god-particle-christmas/42031/


Aug 31, 2011

Arabian Waltz makes the world go round

Nothing beats the work that's been painstakingly built through the Silk Road Project. 


From it's ambitious early days of bridging existences, if there was any group that deserved a true Nobel prize for making this world a better place, it would be this.


Where music becomes alive, living breathing ecstasy. 


The video is described as "Driven by complex additive rhythms and improvisatory melodic lines, "Arabian Waltz" is a propulsive work by Lebanese-born composer Rabih Abou-Khalil, whose works fuse the musical traditions of the Arabic world with jazz improvisation and European classical.." bla bla bla 


Don't use Words.


LISTEN...



Forgiveness

Have you ever experienced that Divine moment, when abstract occurences in a day suddenly combine to give you the whole picture? When all disparate pieces of the puzzle suddenly make sense?

It is synchronicity in action, the unlikely relation between many events that seem to occur by chance... but actually reflects the greater design and elegance of the Cosmos. This is God's realm - The Universe that Speaks without Words. Carl Jung just put it in one neat term :)

At that moment of revelation, when the design or plan is revealed to you, one is confronted with the Truth. And irrespective of how ugly it is, if a pattern is seen again and again... you must be a fool to deny its authenticity. 

But a seeker after Truth should always have the courage to accept Truth, even painful ones. 

Truth is revealed not in one's words - people often cultivate the sweetest of tongues to gain something. 

Truth is revealed in one's actions.

In spirituality, or practices of ancient mysticism, understanding the Hand of God in all things, the feeling of synchronicity, creates more balance, awareness and forgiveness within.

To forgive without needing to hear the words 'I'm sorry' from another, we do the greatest justice to no one but ourselves.

Drop anger, drop hurt, there goes expectations... it is an odd feeling because you become the observer. Standing outside of this instance, this feeling of betrayal, you are angry and yet... not angry.

You watch the emotion rise, you watch the emotion fall... and realise you were never a part of it all. Although emanating from you, it is not you. 

These instances may come in just pockets, but who is to say that transformation cannot be achieved in that split second? It is only a matter of whether we have enough faith to take the quantum leap... or will we continue living in our comfort zone, perpetuating the myth that it is always The Other at fault.

Most times, we hang on to the past, repeating the same pattern... is it really surprising then, we end up with the same outcome?

If I wish to change the outcome, I should stop blaming The Other. It is my shortcoming that I was not aware. I should have cultivated a deeper awareness of the situation, of the individuals at hand, of human nature. I accept that I was not working at my full potential. And my mission is to work towards cultivating that.

Then... a new outcome is possible. A new door opens to an infinity of possibilities.

When I change, the future once more becomes pregnant with meaning, full of potential. 

So today, I understood Ahimsa in a new way - to transform yourself, to accept responsibility for even things which are not remotely yours... one then does not harm any living being. Not even yourself. 

To close, an excerpt from Idries Shah's recounting of the teaching of Moulana Jalaludin Rumi, this one titled The Inward Eye:

"It is also narrated that Moulana Shamsuddin Malti reported that one day Moulana was giving a discourse of mystical subjects at the Seminary, when he said that he loved Shamsuddin much, but he had but one fault.


Shamsuddin begged to be enlightened as to what that fault was; and Moulana said 'Whatever he (Shamsuddin) perceives and sees, he thinks that God's most blessed thing and God's most blessed person is that thing or that person'. Then Moulana recited these verses:

'As many a man has
The Inwardness of Satan;
Should one hail everyone
As a Saint?

When your Inward Eye 
Is opened; -
The Real Master
Can then be perceived!'

Is it so difficult to believes that the most elegant solution, most truthful answer, is so simple that it involves no one. 

The Inward Eye is but a turning into Oneself, perceiving that we are the source and solution to each problem. It's never been anyone but...